waht is kine or bughz?

mn kal say bhut preshan hon, asl main kal mn nay suna k kina aur bughz rakhnay waly ki bakhsish nahi hoti Ramadan main hi nahi hoti. Aur mn yeh janana chati hon k iss ki difination kya hai. Kun k mery husband k aik Bhai nay mery parents aur baqui family members k sath acha saluk nahi kya, aur mery husband ko bhi un k khalif barkhtay rahy, phr mery sath bhi bolna band kr dya, halanke mn nay un k sath kabhi koi batamezi nahi ki balke kabhi un k samnay unchi awaz main baat tak nahi ki. Un ki kuch baton ki wajha sa mery husband mujh per naraz bhi huy aur mery parents say bhi. Un ka iss attitude ki wajha say mn un ko like nahi krti. Ab mera dil bhi un say baat krnay ko nahi chata, kun k unhon nay mujhy aur meri family ko aghr kisi reason k itni tension di.

 Kya mera unko dislike krna kina hai? Mera un say baat na krny ki wish kine ya bughz hai? Please jin ko pta ho meri rahnumi krain kun k mn kal say bhut tension main hon k khain mera asa sochna mujhy khuda na khosta Allah ke rahmat say hi door na kr day.

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Thanks Bushra

AoA, thanks aap key answer say mujhy kuch hosla hua hai. Mn nay definition search ki thi lakin nahi mil.

Mn un ko bas dislike krti hon aur un say baat krnay ka dil nahi krta, lakin mn nay un ko ya unki family ko koi nuqsan pochanay ki wish ya koshish nahi ki. Aur na hi asa kr sakti hon. Balke start main jab without any reason unhon nay narazgi ka aghaz kya tu mn nay apnay husband k khnay per un call bhi ki baat krnay k ly lakin unhon nay itnay rokhay andaz main baat ki k mujhy rona aa gya. Halana ke mn un ki itni respect krti thi.

Khair Allah rahma. Thanks again.