 mary masly ka kia hall hai?
mey apna maslaa khul ker bayan ker rahi hon yahn uar meri request hai koi Psychiatrist mujy mashwara dey k mey kia keron .her masail ka hall hota hai mey apni problems ko kasy solve keron?
mery gher waly meri sadhi kerna chaty hain kab say .mey hemesha mana ker deti hon uar sadhi say dor baghti hon..mujy both stress hota hai sadhi k name say hi .aur both parshan ho jati hon.mujy sadhi say gabhraaat hoti hai khud bakhud both zida aesa lagta hai sadhi k baad ki life both muskil hogi husband k lye khud ko change kerna hoga woh badal jaye ga sadhi k baad , susral ko khus rakhna hoga yani both muskhil life hogi .. mey sochti hon sadhi kabhi bhi na keron aik bachi adopt keron uar akely hi life jeo per yeh bhi sach hai kabhi kabhi both lonliness feel kerti hon..sadhi kerny mey bhi parshani hai na kerny mey bhi parhsani hai .
gher walo nay jo bhi risty dekhyee hain woh mary say 10 dus saal bary hoty hain meri age ka ya aik do sal bara rista un ko naih milta hai .mujy apny say bari umer k bandy say sadhi kerny say gabhraat hoti hai mujy lagta hai mey darr ker raho gi asye bandy k sath,gher waly jo bhi rista dhundty hain us k bary mey kathy hain yeh acha banda hai shareeef hai per mujy tenssion hoti hai kionky jo log rista bataye gay woh tu yahi kahy gay shareef hai.koi yeh thori kahye ga woh shareef nahi hai. us k ilwaha kuch nahi dekthy hain gher waly.meri nature gher walo ko pata hai k mey job kerti hon ghomna phirna pasand kerti hon per woh meri nature k type ka banda nahi dekhty hain .yani dermiana banda ki bajaye hemesha porani soch waly bandy hi milty hain jin ki yeh soch hai larki job na kary larki make up na kary .yeh chezy mujy stress deti hain.kionky her iak ki different nature hoti hai mey jasi hon mary type ka banda dhundy gay tu mey khus rahon gi uar us ko bhi khus rakhon gi per jo mey naih hon wasia banda dhundy gay tu na mey khus rahon gi na us ko khus rakh paon gi.kher gher waly jo bhi rista dekhaty hain mujy shadeed tenssion hoti hai both zida .mey both gabhara jati hon parshan ho jati hon disturb ho jati hon.yeh sab mary bas mey nahi hai.aur mey kathi hon mujy sadhi hi nahi kerna hai kionky mey stress mey ajati hon.mujy koi samjhta nahi hai k yeh easy nahi hai k mujy rista dekahya uar mey han ker don uar sadhi ker lon kisi say bhi sadhi kerny k lye agly mey thori si tu attraction feel ho, koi attract kary ga tu piar hoga sadhi hogi .mujy uaro ka pata nahi kasy log razi ho jaty hain per mujy attraction feel naih hoti hai, na zahn razi hota hai, uar khud ko zabardasti razi kerny lago tu zahni azeaat milti hai mujy..kionky zahn razi naih ho pah raha hota hai uar mey khud ko zabaardasti mananay ki koishsh ker rahi hoti hon
mara aik masla uar bhi hai woh yeh k mujy sadhi ki phali raat uar bachy dono say both darr lagta hai aik normal larki say kahi zida .mujy soch ker chakar any lagty hain kuch hony lagta hai khof say.mey school life mey thi tu mujy meri friend say pata chala tah k sadhi k baad aesa hota hai pain hota hai bleeding hoti hai phir isi tahra do thin kisy suny k larki ko both pain hoa us nay husband ko mara ya both rona ata hai taklif say itni taklif hoti hai .mey both zida darti hon yeh khof mary demag per sawar hai .aik mujy banda samjh nahi ata jis say sadhi keron ,dil ko koi attract nahi kerta uper say yeh darr ny mujy stress dia hoa hai .kia koi aesa hal hai jis say darr dor kia jaye??? kia mujy Psychiatrist k pass jana chiye kia koi tarika hall hai k dono khof mary demag say nikal jaye aur mey normal ho jaon..mey both dar pok hon mary say blood test bhi nahi hota hai mujy chakar any lagty hain..agar mary jany walo mey koi uarat pragnent ho tu us ko itni tenssion nahi hoti jitni mujy ho rahi hoti hai mey stress mey hoti hon .
meri ap logo say request hai k mujy koi hal ya ilaaj baataye agar Psychiatrist k pass jaon tu kia koi tarika ilaaj ya dawai ya aesa koi hall hai k mey normal ho jaon mary zahn say khof kahtam ho jaye.kionky khof mary zahn per sawar hai jis ki waajah say mey kafi taklif mey hon
plz koi mashwara dejye:( |
Alone11
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