Cousins And Uncle Raped Me

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i am waiting for reply of all the team members of doc at noorclinic asee ka allawa mera masla yaha per khatam nahi ho jata mai na kahe bar apni aap ko samjhne kaye koshish kaye hain lakin jub bai mujhe rape wali baat ka khial atya toa mujhe lagta hai jisai sub kuch khatam ho raha hai mere hath barf sai ziyada thande hoti hai mai ya sub kuch apni maa baap ko nahi bata sakti ka kis na rape kaye kyon ka mere baba ko apni step father per bahat itibar hain albata woai mere uncles ko pehle acha nahi samjhte aur ya bai bata do ka i am sure ka sub ka relation abhi bai kisia larki sai ya bahat sare larkyon sai hain

mujhe aisa lagta hain jisia main shadi ka baad apne husband tak ka sath nahi daye pawoye gaye mai na toa movies dekhte hwoi aur na hain koye asee kisam kaye web ya mag jo mujhe asee waja sai sex ka fobia ho raha ho

re: ajnabi_pk

re: kali_zuban

aap kahte ho ka mujhe psychological koye problem nahi hai lakin mujhe toa lagta hai mai adhi pagal ho chuki howi aur udhi shadi ka baad ho jawoye gaye. (miya ka itibar ko dhuka dayite aur bachyon kaye hafazat kerte)

Ms. kali batye woai yaad atye hain jinhai insan bhol jata hain aur mujhe toa jis din sai sex, bleeding,aids ka pata chala hain asee din ka baad toa aik din ka laye bai nahi bhole.  mujhe nahi pata ka mujhe ya mere sister ko bachpan main bleeding howi thai ya nahi kia hypen ka koye test hain jis sai ya pata chal saki ka hymen mojood hain ya nahi.

jo kuch mere sath howa mujhe toa woai uncomman hai lagta hain rape with 2sisters aur tisre sai kerne kaye koshish kamyabi howi ya nahi main nahi jante aur kerne wali bai apas main 2 bhai mere uncle's  aur 3 bhai mere  cousins. moo sai behan aur bhatiji kahne wali aur baglyon main choriya laye howi.

Ms kali main jante howi ka itni bare baat koye bai mard bardast nahi kerta baat shohar ko batane kaye nahi hain baat hain ka jub main saaf saaf ya kahna pasand kerwoye gaye ka mujhe apne bachyon ko kaye akele nahi bhaijna, kisai ka ghar raat nahi rehna khawa woai mere maa baap ka ghar hain kyon na ho toa yakinan woai yahi pouche gaye ka tum aisa kyon kerte ho aur insani aqual pehle asee koye khas waja hain karar daye gaye.

1- let me tell u that how they did raped i am not sure about it coz at that time i was too little almost 3.5 or 4 years and maybe last time one of my uncle did raped when i was in 7th or 8th class.  agar anhai main sai kisai na intercourse kia ho toa mujhe malom nahi lakin woai back sai penis ko agye piche kerte thai ( back sai intercourse nahi ) aur kuch dare baad sperm ko saaf ker dayite front aur back donwoye taraf sai mera sawal ya hain ka kia sperm asee tarah vagina main ja sakta hain albata asee baat ko kaye saal guzar shuki hain.

2- dosra sawal ya hain ka  kia mera hypen safe hain
3- jo kuch aur jis method sai mere sath howa kia asee tarah aids ho sakta hain agar ho sakta hain toa kia koye khas time period hota hain ya phir itni salyon main aids nahi howa toa abhi bai nahi ho ga ? (kyon ka mujhe yakin hain ka woai 5 ka 5 bahir bai kaye larkyon sai rape ker shuki hain even mere aik cusion na bachpon main kaha tha ka tum mere penis ko suck nahi ker rahi mere flah cusion ya bahat shock sai kerte hain mujhe nahi pata ka mere cusions mujhe sai sirf 5- 3 aur 2 saaal bare thai phir anhai ya sub kaha sai pata chala jub ka mujhe 20 saal kaye ho ker aqual ayee ka sex intercourse ka naam hota hain.)

4- main asee baat ko toa chupa sakti howi lakin apni ulad ko kahe bai akili nahi bhaij sakti kyon ka main abhi itni bare baat ka laye kisai ka bai itibar nahi kerna cahte khawa woai mere maa baap ka ghar hain kyon na ho

5- kia preg. ka duran koye aisa test hain jis sai ya pata chalta ho ka kabhi rape howi hain mai ya kahna cahte howi ka koye disease wagirah .

6- mere sis kahte hain ka asee na psychology main perha tha ka jin bachyon ka saht bachpon  main rape hota hain anhai main sex ka hijan bahat ziyada ho jata hain aur woai asee baat ko bholte nahi hain kia ya sahi hain ka asee tarah hijan ziyada ho jata hain?

re: ajnabi_pk

forget it

thanks for ur help lakin main abhi bar bar duniya per itibar nahi kerna cahte

sahirsani : sincere insan toa mila tha jo mujhe sai shadi kerna cahta tha lakin main khudi asee waja sai piche ho gaye kyon ka main nahi cahte ka logyon ka itibar muhabaat jisia jazbe sai bai uth jaye

aur agar mere maa baap ko ya sare baat pata chal gae toa mujhe yakin hain ka woai bai zinda nahi rah sakye gaye

I am very Sorry

Dear

I am very sorry to read this, the person who missuse you should shoot by Govt.

farooqjee yaha koye kuch ker sakta . albata upper aik allah hain jo anhai logyon ko bahatkuch dekha shuka hain aur bahat kuch dekha raha hain agar insan na samjhe toa koye kia ker sakta hain

anhai main sai aik ka ghar ulad nahi howi aik bhai na apni hain bhai kaye biwi sai physical relation rakha howa tha abhi itna kuch honi ka baad bai insan na samjhe toa aur baat hain jub mujhe pehle bar pata chala tha ka bhai ka ghar ko bhai na aag laga daye toa mere dil na sirf yahi kaha tha Allah bahat baniaz hain woai dekhata zaroor hain koye na samjhe toa aur baat hain

sm_khan

Dear'

Bhole jao sab kuch ma tumhary dard ko bohat achi taran samjh sakti hon k mery sath bi kuch aisa hi howa tha( but they r not my Family members) Bachan say leker Baray hony tak ma ye bhol nai pati the na hi kabi kisi say ziker kia tha.... Lakin phir zindagi bohat kuch sikaha deti ha Insans Jab Zindagi ki onch-neech say guzrta ha to to phir bot Bhader ho jata ha Tum abi Choti ho is leye bot Ahsaa ker rahi ho.... Lakin meri Jan mat kero aisa aik Draowna Khawb Samjh ker bhol jao... is Duniya may bot say log hain (na sirf larkiya balky larky bhi) jo asiy Zulm ka shikar hoty hain tum akaile nai ho...Zindagi ma bot ce Khushaiyan hain our Aurt k leye sab say piyare kushi aik Acha Hussband hota ha... ur tum apny ap ko is khusi say mehroom mat kero Shadi kero Zindagi ko Naye Andaz say dekho shadi k bad aisa kuch nai ho ga sab khof apny dil say nikal do Tum nay Saber kia ha Allah Tumy is ka Silla zaroe day ga Meri Dua ha K tumy our Tumhri Behan ko Allah aisa Sathi ata ker k jiss ki Muhbat pa ker tum apny sary dukh Bohl jao Her Larki Ka Naseeb Acha ho Ameen

lakin mujhe sex sai jisai nafrat sai hoti ja rahi hain mujhe lagta hain jisia main apne husband taak ka sath nahi daye pawoye gaye. mujhe asee silslye main kia kerna cahye ya baat toa atleast bholne wali nahi hain mujhe souch ker hain lagta hain ka main mar rahi howi bp mera asee kadar low hota hain ka 30 -40 min low hain rehta hain

Ms kali zuban

Islamic Mdodesty

Re ajnabi_pk

 Mai yai kahna chaho gi kai app kisi psychiatrist sai contact karai woh app ki Problem ko achi tarha solve karai gai.

re: ajnabi_pk

Dr. rizwan

mere ammi sirf aik uncle ka bare main janti hain ka anhyon na rape kia tha psychologist ka pass jana mere laye possible toa nahi hain Ms kali zuban jin logyon ka sath rape hota hain kia ya such hain ka anhai main sex ka bahat ziyada hijan ho jata hain mera mutlab hain anhai asee chezz ka hijan ziyada hota hain

aur husband ka sath sex main koye problem toa nahi hote?

re: ajnabi_pk

baigharat

re: tatos

main pehle bai bata chuki howi jisai allah saza daye raha ho aur woai phir bai na samjhe toa insan kia ker sakta hain let me give u an example jinhai na mujhe sai rape kaye thai anhai main sai aik kaye mrs aur anhai ka bhai donwoye ka upas main physical relation tha aur ya baat khud asee ka bhai na batye ka tumhare biwi mujhe sai paisee laye ker ya kaam kerte hain. aur mere step chacha kaye wohi behne apni bhai ka asee sharamnak kaam per jub ro ro ker mere maa sai kah rahi thai ka humare in-laws ko pata chal giya  toa hume divorce bai ho sakti hain toa mujhe sirf apni behan kaye ya baat yaad aye thai ka chikhne chilane ka bawjood bai wohi step uncles kaye behanyon na aik bar bai hume nahi bache tha. na tub mere maa ko bolne ka huq tha aur na aaj hain. shaid anhyon na apni bhai ko mana kia ho lakin woai na soynta ho main na anhai aunty's kaye bachyon ko yasub kerte dekha hain lakin main anhai bai nahi bacha sakti coz maa baap apni ulad per bharosa kerte hain na ka aik step realtion per. aur ase kaye waja sirf aur sirf mere step phophyon kaye la parwye hain jo bachyon ko upper allag room main chor dayite hain ka yaha khilwo.

2nd example:

aik ka ghar baby boy nahi hain baby girl hain

3rd example:

abhi tak koye ulad nahi hain

aur waqt kia kia dekhaye ga main nahi jante lakin mujhe asee baat kaye khushi hain ka allah na gayib sai hain koye aisa wasila bana diya tha ka mere cusions sai toa humare jan chot gaye coz woai mere bare behan sai shadi kerna cahte thai jo mere step dada yani anhai uncle's ka father nahi mante thai itni salyon main sirf aik bar mera aik cusion apni mama ko humare ghar sai layini ayiya tha aur mera dil cah raha tha asee goli mar don coz agar main aur mere behan nahi jante thai ka ya kia hain toa woai atleast 9 saal kaye umar main ya sub janta tha aur aik 6 saal aur 8 sala bache sai ker raha tha lakin main kuch ker toa nahi sakti albata main na kabhi ache ya bore dua nahi daye lakin allah khudi masloom ka hasab laye layita hain

Allah toa dekhata hain agar koye samjhe toa

re: ajnabi_pk