Lesbian's Intentions Via Porn Movies

i did some very bad things with a girl who use to come to our house for cooking, she is 10 years older than me. when this all started i was 17 and she was 27  first we became very good friends and than in my room we started to see those adult website about girls ( lesbians) and we started doing all those things with each other. and this bad things go for many years. even after she got married. and even after she became mother. she use to tell me everything about her husband and there private things every day.
recently all this stop when her husband get transfer to another city.

Now i feel so much depress of my self of what i did. i totally changed my life and stated praying all day and night for forgiveness.
i don't know what to do?
i even tried to kill my self because i was in so much depresstion.
i know i did wrong.
 
 

help me

Al Hamdulillah

Alhamdulillah keh tmhain apni ghalti ka ehsaas ho gaya.....issi liay kehtay hai keh tnhai mai shaitaan hota hai or aajkal shaitaan net ki soorat mai her ghar mai maujood hai jab koi larka ya larki tanha hoti hai.
Yeh lesson learn hai aap key liay or hum sab key liay issi liay mai sab sey yeh guzarish kerta hoon keh net open places per hona chahiay takeh koi larka ya larki iska ghalt istamaal na keray.

Ayla tm to khud hee is masley ka hal nikaal chuki ho keh tm ney namaaz perhna shoro ker deen, mashaallah. Ghabrao nahi or namaaz key saatha saath Qura'an o Hadith ki tilawat bhee kero or apni sahalion (larkion) per nazar rakho or samjhao keh woh bhee is burai ka shikaar na hoon.

Tm bas sidqe dil sey toba kero......Inshaallah Allah Rab Ul Izzat tmhain muaaf ferma dey da.

namaaz key saatha saath Qura'an o Hadith ki tilawat ziyada kero

waleed

forgiveness.